Sunny Saturday

Currently, I'm reading Kafka on the shore in PDF because



a.) Powerbooks in GB3 is temporarily closed, so I couldn't freeload reading it there in hardcopy and

b.) I don't want to buy the book version just because I want to save a little.



I'm downloading Arabian Nights Entertainments, which is a classic "series" much like Harry Potter I guess, just because I figured I have a lot of free time to do so. Being single right now has its ups and downs for me. Ups would be having a loooot of free time for myself, which I always seem to lack whenever I'm in a relationship. The down part would be me sulking in front of my laptop, reading a good book with hot choco on the side (sounds pretty positive, huh?) on a freaking SATURDAY. I mean, how boring is that? Before, I use my Saturdays to go out on a date or party with friends, and now all I do is sleep, watch dvd, read books and eat. How boring I've become.



Come to think of it, I'm free now. Free in the sense that I don't get emotionally stressed with my asshole ex. And I honestly don't miss him. I miss the feeling of having someone to love and who loves you back. The feeling that there's someone waiting for your breaktime, someone who you could talk to about random and personal stuff and wouldn't get bored. Someone you could go with anywhere without a care. These things, I have to say, are things I haven't really felt during my last relationship. I pray now, that all this mundane days would soon be over and that one day, even when I least expect it, someone who would catch my heart and take good care of it would come along.



I've had 6 boyfriends. 2 of which I still care and think about when I get lonely. I hope the 7th would be the last.

I also pray that I get either one of the 2 jobs I'm waiting for. Media Planner post in Adformatix and PR Consultant post in Agatep. I pray, Lord, that either one would call me next week for a final interview. Please. Thank you. :)